The mountain was gigantically huge! Compared to the mountain, I looked like a little pee-ant on a set of front steps. Can you get the comparison in your mind? Good. Now, picture this in your mind.


I lay asleep in my bed. Suddenly I was upon this Gigantic mountain. It was shaped like you would draw triangle and turn it around so that the point was pointing towards the left. Now you see on the very pinnacle (tip) of that mountain, I saw someone standing. My eyes zoomed in just like they were camera lens'..I was alone on this mountain and suddenly as I thought: "This is me." I was in the body on the mountain! I had a "robe" on..not white, but kind of "off-white..like an antique white" I guess. My hair was down to my shoulders and was dark in colour. I looked not old and not young..if you know what I mean. <When I had this dream my hair was past the middle of my back and was real black..I was only about 19-20 at the time. At this time I believed in the rapture of the church before the tribulation came which I DO NOT now..that is the church doctrine for most all churches now days>. Anyway..I heard screams and as I looked down to see where the screams were coming from, I saw people running all over the place. They were Jews. It was like I was in Israel (the landscapings and all) and I saw the sandals of many people trampling someone..it was a pretty Jewish woman..she held her baby close to her breast and was screaming as the men trampled her. I was afraid and just as suddenly I was back in my body on the mountain (out of harms way)..it was that was everytime that I felt fear, I would be pulled back into my body and be safe on the mountain! I looked to the right and saw horses coming from all over as far as I could see! Armies of horsemen riding down upon these people and killing them! There was a horse I spied and as I zoomed down to see it, the blood was all around my feet..the horse, a "red (roan) horse" was a real giant of a horse..I only came up to the beginning of it's front leg and I am 5 foot tall! It was neighing and prancing in the blood.. stamping so hard that it splashed it all around! I saw a man's leg in the stirrup of the horse, and his clothes looked to be like mesh..dark black-grey in colour and like the knights used to wear. Again I was afraid and again I was pulled up to the mountain. From the right side of my peripheral vision I could see the blue of water, as if there would be a sea there. I looked down upon the frightened mass of people and they were running to my left, and around the mountain that I stood upon for safety. I looked across to the other side of the mountains and saw more huge mountains (but none like the one I was on)..and back down upon the people. I looked again to the mass of armies and more kept coming (like armies of ants), they marched across to kill the people! Suddenly I felt this burning hot light within the middle of my back, between the shoulder blades. I knew it was a light without even seeing it..burning but not hurting me. I looked straight back over my right shoulder and there in the middle of the sky coming was JESUS and scores of people..making companies of armies of soldiers riding with HIM! As far as the eye could see in the sky, (if you can imagine this: you are out in an open field (and the whole sky is filled with white horses, with their riders and in the middle leading them all was the SON of the living GOD, JESUS the Messiah, of GOD!) I zoomed upon HIM and could see upon HIS thigh "KING of KINGS and LORD of LORDS" written upon it! I knew exactly what this meant! I yelled "JESUS"! in joy and triumph! My arm went up as I gave a victors sign! I looked back upon the people and felt HIS light burning into my back again and I looked back and woke up! I awoke from this dream and never told a soul, but my husband at that time, and he laughed at me..so I never told anyone else, until I told Terri, my niece, in 1984, and GOD allowed her to remember her dream of years before (which she had forgotten), and the missing things in her dream, I filled in..and in my dream she filled in what I did not see in mine, she saw in hers. It is like we have two sides to the dream and need TWO more sides to complete it! <And now I tell it to you.>

                                               LETTER from the FATHER

A gross darkness is upon the land and nothing is spared. The days of which were spoken several years back are now upon us. What is our past that told of the future, is now the present to us. I say that all of the church is to fall into this category and none shall escape the bewitchment of the flesh, for the sins and desires of the flesh are strong in the human body. You take away sex and food from man and you can get him to do anything to get it back! The sexual desire is strong upon mankind and everywhere you look you see sex in some form or another! But the ones that were spoken of that were to be released are now here and they are ravenous! They shall not stop til they are filled and along with hell, they are "never full"! The homosexual burst of power is the groundwork for these to come upon the land and upon the church of GOD. An unsuspecting group are they and it shall be a dire situation for them soon and very soon! Accepting sin upon sin into their congregations and with open arms of "love"! But it is not MY love that they are offering them, for these vile thoughts have been prevalent in MY house for a time now! And now it is upon them and the day has arrived and is now at their steps into their houses and they still see not..they are blind I tell you! I have told them to prepare and all they do is expect that they will be "caught out" of this hell that is to befall every person upon this earth..every living soul that dwells upon earth shall be touched by the claws of hell! None shall be spared! For soon and very soon I offer MY fallen wife a bill of divorcement for she has sinned a great sin and is such a harlot and has played the whore of the earth..so unfaithful to ME has she been! An unfaithful wife to a faithful husband who has given Himself entirely for her and now she will pay for she shall be separated from ME in such a flash, as in the twinkling of an eye, she shall be judged for her sins and they shall come upon her and cover her as the sins that she shall drink from the cup of the abominations and taste MY wrath for her for I am a jealous GOD and there are to be no other lovers in MY children's life and too many that call themselves by MY name have fallen into the sin of sexual assault..for they are perverted and unholy and none are doing MY will but they are given up to their own lusts and do that which is right in their own eyes.. which is only evil for they are nothing but evil and as the children danced to the tune of the Piper, so these have foolishly danced to his tune and now is come the day of recompense and the day of payment is due! Who shall stand? Lest these days are shortened, there shall in no wise be any left, but in MY mercy I shall shorten these days so I shall collect MY tithe from off the earth! Be ready and "shore up" your houses and be sure they are water tight so you will not be "carried away" by the flood that is upon you! March 28, 2004

                               Isaiah 53:3

He is a Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief: We are not "acquainted with grief" in the same way our Lord was acquainted with it. We endure it and live through it, but we do not become intimate with it. At the beginning of our lives we do not bring ourselves to the point of dealing with the reality of sin. We look at life through the eyes of reason and say that if a person will control his instincts, and educate himself, he can produce a life that will slowly evolve into the life of God. But as we continue on through life, we find the presence of something which we have not yet taken into account, namely, sin and it upsets all of our thinking and our plans. Sin has made the foundation of our thinking unpredictable, uncontrollable, and irrational.
We have to recognize that sin is a fact of life, not just a shortcoming. Sin is blatant mutiny against God, and either sin or God must die in my life. The New Testament brings us right down to this one issue if sin rules in me, God's life in me will be killed; if God rules in me, sin in me will be killed. There is nothing more fundamental than that. The culmination of sin was the crucifixion of Jesus Christ, and what was true in the history of God on earth will also be true in your history and in mine that is, sin will kill the life of God in us. We must mentally bring ourselves to terms with this fact of sin. It is the only explanation why Jesus Christ came to earth, and it is the explanation of the grief and sorrow of life.